Surprisingly cheerful
Nov. 26th, 2012 05:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tilly_stratfordGuess what's back? My old friend insomnia!
Let's see, it's five A.M, that means I've been going strong for forty-one hours straight! It's not even one of those anxiety insomnias I used to get before an exam, no; things were going pretty well and then bam - even spending eight hours lying in bed with my eyes closed doesn't work, not even with chemical help.
The upshot is that I've straightened out some obstacles in my newest writing project these last couple of nights. I've been dreadfully negligent of my writing after I left the Academy - not so much as a short story in several years. Lots of ideas though, always a ton of ideas. But I've figured that this is the time for it: I'm in a mentally and emotionally unfullfilling job, I'm free from university tasks, and doodling in Sai isn't doing it anymore. I want to go back to creating.
Well actually now I want to sleep.
But you can't have it all.
Let's see, it's five A.M, that means I've been going strong for forty-one hours straight! It's not even one of those anxiety insomnias I used to get before an exam, no; things were going pretty well and then bam - even spending eight hours lying in bed with my eyes closed doesn't work, not even with chemical help.
The upshot is that I've straightened out some obstacles in my newest writing project these last couple of nights. I've been dreadfully negligent of my writing after I left the Academy - not so much as a short story in several years. Lots of ideas though, always a ton of ideas. But I've figured that this is the time for it: I'm in a mentally and emotionally unfullfilling job, I'm free from university tasks, and doodling in Sai isn't doing it anymore. I want to go back to creating.
Well actually now I want to sleep.
But you can't have it all.
